the email i will never send.

dear wordens,
you are tearing us all apart. we are a family, but we act like we don't care about each other. aren't families supposed to always be there for each other? maybe i'm mistaken, but i don't believe i am. i hate how the older siblings and the younger siblings constantly bicker and contradict each other. WORK TOGETHER, we want what's best for grandma and grandpa (your parents). You're fighting has turned the cousins against each other, not completely but i know i don't enjoy the company of half my cousins anymore, and i'm sure they mostly think i'm a freak anyway. *insert name here* wont talk to *insert name here* after the funeral, and because of that *insert name here* wont talk to *insert name here*. and *insert name here* thinks *insert name here* is positively insane. I CANT BELIEVE YOU GUYS. i remember when we were younger and everybody seemed to get along, or even just pretend like they did. my mom, my dad, sophie, and i are like switzerland, neutral. and some of you think we aren't contributing... we just don't want to feel the hate of our own family towards us. and i know i'm just a grandkid, a niece, a nobody, but i feel that i have more sense right now then some of you. i will always love you because you're my family.
love, emma.